Ripping apart the flesh from your skull
Is something that now seems really dull
And to rip your heart from your chest
Is what I won't call the final rest.
For I shall deliver evil and temptation
Give you back the pain in the form of decapitation
Conjure the demon of hate and desolation
Your cure will be a merciless devastation!
I'll bash your skull against the wall
Sell you nightmares masked as dreams
No one will witness your fall
None will hear your screams!
Watch me play with your life
Watch me put the chains around your neck
You'll get your place in the afterlife
And I assure you it will be a wreck!
I would send you to hell
Packed in
I am so sorry for what I do to you.
I just can't help some of what I do.
I can tell in your eyes, you're in pain.
In your shoes, I would be the same.
I wish I could show, how much you mean to me.
When you look at me, I wonder what you see.
I want to say it's over; do it no more.
In my head I'm fighting a terrible war.
I promise I'm trying as hard as I can.
Please believe me. I promise I am.
You still accept me; hold me tight.
It will be tough, but I will win the fight.
I hope you know how much I really care.
I can't believe that you're still there.
You're scared I'll hurt you.
I wish I could say I won't.
You know how much I want to.
You know how much I don't.
I want to make you smile.
I want to break you apart.
Why would you give me
This small, fragile heart?
Is the pain worth it
To just be with me?
It's so clear,
But you just can't see.
You've fallen for
A person that is two.
You can't really be sure
What I will do.
You say I need you.
Is that why you're here?
My instability
You really should fear.
You seem to think
Everything will be okay.
We will have to see.
...Maybe someday.
No words come out;
Trapped in my head.
Just emotion.
What am I feeling?
Spinning, spinning;
It doesn't stop.
I'll make it stop.
Can't do this;
Can't think.
Only one option.
No way to explain;
You'll never understand.
Now you'll see.
You want me to stay, but it can't be.
Don't you see what I see?
I'm so sorry. I really love you.
That doesn't reflect on what I'll do.
Problems have become too great.
I just can't deal as of late.
You know it will be goodbye.
I can't stop, though you try.
Here is where the chips land.
I wish you could understand.
It doesn't matter what you say.
There isn't any other way.
I'm sorry this is how it is.
Please give me a goodbye kiss.
I am
No saint
I am
Abandoned
I am
Lost
I am
Helpless
I am
Guarded
I am
Hiding
I am
Scared
I am
Tormented
I am
Broken
I am
Trapped
I am
Defeated
I am
Slipping
I am
Falling
I am
Lonely, confused, hurting
I am
Tired of fighting
I am
Giving up
You Think You're Lucky by TheMeTheyDontSee, literature
Literature
You Think You're Lucky
You think you're lucky.
So happy to have me.
But I don't understand,
What it is you see.
You're so smart,
And funny and sweet.
Compliments and smiles
Every time we meet.
Don't you see I'm crazy.
Parts I can't control.
You'll never have my heart,
At least not in full.
I've already hurt you.
It won't be the last.
If I were you I'd leave.
Run away fast.
Why aren't you leaving?
Saying goodbye?
I just don't get
That look in your eye.
Why you feel this way,
I don't understand.
But I'll make sure to keep it
Anyway I can.
Honest Psychiatrist by TheMeTheyDontSee, literature
Literature
Honest Psychiatrist
Normal, your brain is not.
Take a guess at what you got.
It's needed for your medication.
Label shouldn't cause frustration.
Guess at what pill to take.
So many that they make.
Don't know about your brain.
Could make you more insane.
Effects are usually small.
You may have none at all.
We warn just so you know,
Your pain may just grow.
Your brain isn't fried.
Just another to be tried.
Patience is what I need.
I promise it isn't greed.
So here's another pill.
Maybe now you won't be ill.
Feel twisted and wrong.
I've lead you on.
You opened up to me,
Showed me how you see.
Interesting new place.
Agreement on my face.
My feelings aren't clear.
It's you I fear.
You fear us all.
Terrified you'll fall.
But you let me in,
Telling of their sin.
I don't want to hurt you,
But it's what I must do.
I breathe a sigh.
This is goodbye.